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I went back to look at one of my old journals. I found it strange that every entry had the same words in it.

Ageless child, forget me, rewrite, try again.

That's all it ever says. I know, I feel like I know, at least, that I have written more, that there has to be more, but all the pages ever reflect is those words.

Ageless child, forget me, rewrite, try again.

Forget who? Rewrite what? Try what again?

I don't understand.

What am I missing?

And who is the 'ageless child?'

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diary entry

Memories of my head....

It hurts, every time I close my eyes. It hurts, the sadness, the pain, the intangible figure that calls my name, each night, ever night. And yet, I sleep none-the-less, each night, every night, despite what waits for me in my dreams. Despite the pain, I still return there.

I am drawn to the pain like a moth to a flame, perhaps. It hurts, but the light is sickeningly sweet, a false promise of salvation. So I sleep, and I wake each day feeling worse than the before.

But I smile, because that is what I feel is right. That is what I know is right.

I don't know why. And...I'm starting to wonder...

If it would even be worth it anymore to ask.

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in character contact

In Character contact

Hello,
This is Professor Feymous Brendel, Fey for short. I seemed to have stepped out, lost my message system, or gotten lost myself, so if you would be as kind as to leave a message, I will respond to you accordingly.

Thank you very kindly.

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How is my driving?

Care to submit a method of improvement?